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God bless my future husband, because I remember everything—dates, events,
details, etc.—and usually have the evidence to back it up. Start praying for this unnamed fellow
now. He’ll need it.
I mark
today because it is the day that Annie (short for Annabelle) came into my
life. People who haven’t had the bonding
experience with a horse don’t know why this matters so much, but to someone who has, looking back on it makes you realize that it was the day that life started, the day that the colors of the world became more vivid, the day that you found yourself in a set of deep brown eyes and a velvet nose. I feel like telling the story, so either stop
reading here and skip to the last paragraph, or sit back and put on your fuzzy
socks because I’m going to tell this one for myself.
I was sixteen and a sophomore, having been driving (legally) for about a month. I think that I was just finished with track
season and winding down the school year, headed for another blistering hot
summer at the horse farm where I worked.
On the twenty-eighth of April, I went to school as usual. It was nothing special. We’d just come off of an extremely successful
One Act Play season where we’d advanced to Area along with our friends and
favorite rival, Rising Star. We’d been
through three rounds of contests, but had always performed after Rising Star,
meaning that we had not been able to see their show and I remember that we were
all really curious to see it. That
afternoon, I left the house bound for Rising Star to see their final public
performance. I remember meeting a few of
my cast mates there and watching the performance of Asylum. (To any of my RS friends who might be reading this, I
remember your play very well and thought you did a fantastic job with it!) It was definitely a show that I found needed
to be picked apart for meaning as I drove, so I was sufficiently busy thinking about that when I got home.
As I turned into the driveway, I remember seeing my employers’
truck and horse trailer in the yard and both Connie and Robby walking with my parents
through the yard with a sorrel horse.
The horse resembled their horse Rio and I wondered why they’d brought
him over. A closer look showed me that this was not my Mr. Rio, but a snotty-looking,
awkwardly-proportioned, two-year-old sorrel mare that appeared to be copping an attitude. Connie handed the lead rope to me and told me that
they had been on their way home and had brought their new horse by to show her
off to me. She told me that the horse's name was Annabelle. My first thought, honestly,
was “That horse farm needs another horse like we all need a hole in the head.” I think the farm had something like 15 or 16
horses at the time and I was responsible for feeding, bathing, grooming, and
exercising ALL of them except for the ones Connie and Robbie worked regularly
(they still got baths and food from me).
I led her around the yard, watched our tomcat rub up against her back
legs without being launched by a swift kick (Annie didn’t bat an eyelash),
and I dodged a couple of snotty little nips from her.
Connie and Robby finished visiting with my family, closed up
the trailer, and got in the truck. It
had taken me a minute to realize that they weren’t taking the little snot with
them. I dragged her over to the truck
and asked Connie if she was forgetting something. She said, “Oh no. She’s yours.”
Pause for a second. At
sixteen, I had this idea of what my perfect horse would be like. It wasn’t Annie. Not even close. I wanted something flashy—a paint, an
appaloosa—anything but a plain little sorrel and I had sworn to myself that I
would NEVER have a mare. Mares were
cranky. Mares were hormonal and
nasty. Geldings were the way to go and I
knew it. Annie was the last horse on
earth that I thought I would have picked for myself. This is when the lesson about how “God’s choices
are always better than mine” began.
Annie had come from Jeff W., a family friend and customer of my parents' business, who'd taken her in just because she'd been starving at her previous home. I'm pretty sure that he'd taken her as partial payment for a job he'd done for the previous owner. Jeff had no history with horses, but had just felt sorry for her. Upon my dad's next delivery, Jeff tried to convince my dad that his horse-loving daughter needed her own horse. Dad thought about it and took Robby with him to look at this little horse of Jeff's. I was told that Robby said, "If you don't buy her, I will." You already know the rest of the story.
She spent her first nights in the cattle pens while we
prepared her little pasture. My dad
thought that she would be fine with the cattle, so he turned her out on 100+
acres with his cows while I was at school.
She ran his herd all over that pasture and all of them dropped a fair
bit of weight from the exercise. He sent
me out to catch the brat and it took me 2+ hours to get a halter on her because
he’d conveniently forgotten that I didn’t have her trained for open field
catching. Needless to say, she was
confined to her pasture away from the cattle to protect the beef profits for a very long time.
Annie is a mess, but she’s my mess. She’s my “Holy Terror”, my “Anna Banana”, my “Little
Vicious”, and a whole slew of other nicknames—some more repeatable than others. I thank God every single day for bringing
her, and later Mocha, into my life and for letting me love some of his most
beautiful, powerful, and affectionate creations. I am so, so very blessed.